Hunger and Anger

It is 2 years now that i have joined this company. Sometimes loads of work and sometimes no work at all.

After the hectic schedule in office usually i used to reach home in between 8 to 10 PM. At times i used to eat something in the office canteen or used to eat 'Gup-Chup' on the way to home. Everything used to be fine these days.

The problem is when you reach your home without eating anything and you are very hungry..

Let me tell what happened yesterday...

I went to home, opened the gate and sat in a chair and was trying to remove my shoes, one shoe came out nicely and the other shoe lace is not coming.. I forcibly removed it without loosening the lace.

Throwed my ID card and the wallet in the shelf, washed my face and sat in a chair infront of the television and was waiting my mother to serve the food. Sometimes I used to eat myself and sometimes my mother used to feed me. It happened differently yesterday..

She was very happy yesterday as my uncle (my mom's brother) came yesterday and she was telling about them and there family. I was irritated and yelled at her saying i am hungry. She was silent for few minutes and then served me the food. I ate nicely then after half an hour or so i made her laugh with my stupid jokes. It was all fine afterwards.

This is the incident which made me write this. When i had something in my stomach i used to behave nicely but when i am hungry i am shouting without any control over me.

Hmmm...

Hunger = Anger =madness = loss of patience..

So what i understood is when you are really very hungry then we should eat something and go to home or else you should be double sure that you should not loose your patience after reaching home..

My Fantasies

Here again i want to write what i feel is... and here i want to write my fantasies..

1) From childhood days i used to have a feeling that whether really i will be born again after the death.

Hmmm....Will i born again? Do really god exists?

I feel like I will born again and god really exists. Some people and history says that there are 7 lifes for a human being and there is also saying that there will be 6 other persons who are alike me. So where are this 6 other people who resemble me. People also say there is a god within you. Important lines which always go through my mind are..

Do I take birth again?
6 persons just like me...
7 lifes
God .. who is he .. where he stays?

Universe... A Sun and 9 planets revolving around it. Life is there on 7 planets of this universe. Right from earth to Pluto, 7 planets on which life exists. And on every planet there are equal number of people living. And each person on one planet has a resemblance on all the other planets. So there are totally 7 persons who are alike.
When we are living on earth the people who are living on the Mars (the planet next to us ) are the Gods to us. So Ram, Seetha, Brahma, Allah, Jesus, etc are now living on Mars. In the same way there are Gods* to our Gods** who are living on the planet next to Mars i.e., Jupiter.
And a photo copy of you on other planet is a God to you.
That means we have 7 births and each birth on 7 different planets from Earth to Pluto. So we will born again on Mars once we die on Earth. So guys hopefully we will have fun in Mars too.

2) Another one..
When I do something wrong will i be really punished? Where is Hell and where is the Heaven? Do they really exists?
Definitely we should be getting these words Hell and Heaven from ancient days.

It was very long back when there were only five people living in this world. Out of five, four regularly used to go to hunting and collect the food. And the fifth person not used to go for hunting and used to stole the food the other four has collected. It used to happen quite often in the same way.
The first four persons got very irritated that the fifth person is not putting his effort to collect the food. So from the four of them, one was very clever and he opted to change this fifth person. What the clever dude did is he said there are two places to where we all go after we die. One is hell and another is heaven. If you donot put any effort in collecting the food and stole the food we have collected then you will be going to hell where you will be punished for the wrong things you have did and those who work hard they will be going to heaven.

Hmmm... It started this way and we are believing Hell and Heaven. We dont know guys, may be people who do good will be going to hell and others will be going to heaven. So moral is dont be too good and generous :)